I try to remember your hugs when I’m my saddest, but I’m my saddest when I remember you’re not coming back.
Sometimes, I forget that it hasn’t even been a year yet, but it’s been more than that since I’ve hugged you. I meant every I love you with every ounce of feeling that poured from my mouth that day. I don’t know if you forgot to remember. I don’t know if you remembered at all. But I felt the urgency. I felt the end. You looked so confused, but at least you knew me that day…
At least you knew me.
I miss you daddy.